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If You Are Still Standing After the Hardest Year
What grief taught me about love, loss, and learning to live forward A new year, 2026, is finally here. But before fully stepping into it, I feel the need to pause and look back at the year behind me. If I had to describe 2025 in one word, it would be this: grief.Grief — and everything it forced me to become, face, and live through.Grief from losing my soulmate, my husband-to-be, the love of my life. And at the same time, joy, relief, and deep wonder at realizing that our connection did not end after all — it simply continued in a new way. Without a doubt, last year was…
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Back from Heaven – What I Learned Between Worlds
The story behind my memoir about love, loss, and awakening - how living between worlds taught me that real love never dies.
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The Space Where Grief Turns into Love — The Power of Now During the Grieving Process
🎧 Want to listen instead of reading? I’ve created the audio version of this post, recorded straight from my heart ❤️. Scroll down to listen. Some days, grief returns — no longer like a storm, but more like a soft ache. Tears start flowing from my eyes, and memories from the past return. A longing arrives. Not only for the past — for our walks in nature, the late-night motorbike rides, or watching stars in silence — but also for the future that will never be. And yet, at the same time… he is still here. Ever since my soulmate made his transition into the non-physical, to my human mind’s…
