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If You Are Still Standing After the Hardest Year
What grief taught me about love, loss, and learning to live forward A new year, 2026, is finally here. But before fully stepping into it, I feel the need to pause and look back at the year behind me. If I had to describe 2025 in one word, it would be this: grief.Grief — and everything it forced me to become, face, and live through.Grief from losing my soulmate, my husband-to-be, the love of my life. And at the same time, joy, relief, and deep wonder at realizing that our connection did not end after all — it simply continued in a new way. Without a doubt, last year was…
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Back from Heaven – What I Learned Between Worlds
The story behind my memoir about love, loss, and awakening - how living between worlds taught me that real love never dies.
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✨ A Book is Being Born — A Real-Life Love Story Still Being Written in the Stars… ✨
UPDATED ON 18.5.2025: As the soul of this book becomes clearer, so does its voice. I’ve now updated the title, front cover, and back cover text — to reflect the mystery, depth, and eternal love that continue to guide this story. —— Some of you may have noticed I haven’t posted much on the blog or social media lately — and there’s a beautiful reason for that. ☺️ My heart, my hands, and my whole being are currently immersed in writing something that’s asking to be born with urgency and deep love: ——– 📖 Still With Me – A Real-Life P.S. I Love You — is a true story of…
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Life Goes On… And Help Beyond the Veil Makes the Next Steps Easier 💫
When you feel like you’re living inside the P.S. I Love You movie, you start to ask: Can this really be happening? Is this connection even real? If you’ve never seen the film, P.S. I Love You tells the beautiful story of a young woman, Holly, who receives letters from her husband Gerry, written before his death from a brain tumor. These letters, delivered after he passes, help guide her through grief and into a new chapter of her life. I saw the movie years ago and cried so much. Maybe even then, a part of me already knew what was coming in my own life… The letters helped Holly…
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The Space Where Grief Turns into Love — The Power of Now During the Grieving Process
🎧 Want to listen instead of reading? I’ve created the audio version of this post, recorded straight from my heart ❤️. Scroll down to listen. Some days, grief returns — no longer like a storm, but more like a soft ache. Tears start flowing from my eyes, and memories from the past return. A longing arrives. Not only for the past — for our walks in nature, the late-night motorbike rides, or watching stars in silence — but also for the future that will never be. And yet, at the same time… he is still here. Ever since my soulmate made his transition into the non-physical, to my human mind’s…
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The Language of the Heart 💫 – How the Universe Speaks through Signs and Synchronicities
Many years ago, I read the famous book ‘The Alchemist’ by Paulo Coelho. Over the years, I have read countless books on spirituality, self-development, and the mysteries of life. Yet, only a handful have truly left a lasting imprint on my heart. The Alchemist is one of them. The first time I read it, I didn’t fully grasp its deeper meaning. But despite that, I devoured every page, feeling an unexplainable pull toward its message. As I neared the final chapters, tears started streaming down my face. My logical mind couldn’t quite understand why, but something deep within me — something beyond words — knew. Fast forward to today, and…
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When the End is Actually a New Beginning 🌟– Welcome to My New Blog!
I never thought that my blog—or any creation of mine—would begin this way. The impulse to start Soul Speaks Now came through the passing of my soulmate, which happened less than three weeks ago. Although, going forward, I will no longer use the word death — because what I have learned on my spiritual awakening journey, and what I have now personally experienced through him, is that there is no death in the way we humans usually think of it. Through him, and through the experiences I will soon share with you, I have come to see that love transcends time and space, and the soul is eternal. So from…
