When the End is Actually a New Beginning 🌟– Welcome to My New Blog!

I never thought that my blog—or any creation of mine—would begin this way. The impulse to start Soul Speaks Now came through the passing of my soulmate, which happened less than three weeks ago.

Although, going forward, I will no longer use the word death — because what I have learned on my spiritual awakening journey, and what I have now personally experienced through him, is that there is no death in the way we humans usually think of it. Through him, and through the experiences I will soon share with you, I have come to see that love transcends time and space, and the soul is eternal. So from now on, I will refer to his passing as his transition—from the physical world back into the non-physical.

A Love That Changed Everything

From the moment we met, less than two years ago, I recognized my soulmate immediately. There was this sense of familiarity, of home, of security—as if he had been my long-lost brother or someone I had known forever. Fast forward, and that sense of brotherhood quickly transformed into a passionate romance, leading to a relationship unlike anything I had ever experienced.

It was unconditional love — love that did not ask for anything, did not demand anything. It simply was. We felt the heart connection, and our love was at once so pure and light, yet so deep.

Early on, I learned that my soulmate was battling severe cancer, and the journey we walked together because of that is another story to tell. But through our unconditional love, we both healed, grew, and became better versions of ourselves. By following our hearts—and the guidance we received from the universe—we found ourselves in places and experiences that helped us:

✨ Release past wounds and traumas
✨ Correct past wrongdoings
✨ Even heal physical conditions

The challenges we faced never felt overwhelming or ‘bad’ because somehow, this unconditional love made everything lighter, more meaningful, and even joyful. We discovered that love is the greatest power there is.

The Day My Life Fell Apart — or So I Thought

And then came February 24th.

That day, the thing I had feared —but never fully expected— became reality. Cancer took my soulmate from the physical world, and I was there to witness that moment alongside his big sister.

The weeks leading up to that day had been the most difficult of my life. During those final moments, I faced the deepest fears I have ever known. My whole life crashed down with his transition into the non-physical.

Or so I thought.

A Love That Refused to End

The day after his funeral—which was held almost immediately, on February 25th—something happened that I never expected.

That evening, after my shower, a heart-shaped figure suddenly appeared in the steam on my bathroom glass door. In that moment, I felt his presence so strongly. My crying stopped, and instead, I felt his love pouring through that heart-shaped sign. The very next day, after six straight hours of crying, something else happened. A cat appeared outside my terrace window, and the moment I saw it, my crying stopped instantly. Then, I looked more closely and noticed something unbelievable—the cat had a heart-shaped mark on its left side.

I couldn’t believe it. It had happened again.

Since then, similar experiences have happened again and again—not just hearts appearing in physical objects, but something even bigger. He has led me to specific places and events at the exact right moment—sometimes even ensuring I wore the perfect outfit, as if he had planned everything himself. I have been left in complete awe, trying to comprehend how on Earth he is managing to do all of this.

Love Beyond the Physical

To me, experiencing this soul-level communication with him is not just a miracle—it is my source of power and a pathway to a new beginning. 

Feeling him and being able to communicate beyond the physical world gives me strength, power, and comfort beyond words. His passing has taught me something life-changing:

✨ Love is eternal.
✨ The soul never dies.
✨ And I am not just talking about his soul, but yours, mine—everyone’s.

Though our relationship has changed, we still walk together— just on different levels, toward different goals. He will no longer be my husband-to-be or business partner in the physical world, but instead, he has become my protector, my guide—from the non-physical world.

And even now, as I write these words, I can feel that he is still right here, working as my muse.

The Power of Presence & A New Beginning

In my darkest moments—when I feel like I am drowning in sorrow—he sends me hearts through different objects to comfort me and to tell me “Hey, here I am. I love you. Just keep going”. On the other hand, when I shift my awareness more strongly back to the present moment, away from the past or my imagined future (which my ego believes was destroyed by his passing), I realize something profound:

💫 I can feel his presence even more strongly
💫 I can communicate with him even more deeply.

💫 All is good here and now.

Because the NOW—the present moment—is where the soul resides.

What I once thought was the end of my life has turned out to be a new beginning. I don’t yet know where this path will take me, but I will do my best to follow the guidance of my soul and surrender to the flow of life.

Through him, and through this heartbreaking experience, I finally found the courage to start writing about the deepest truths I have learned on my spiritual awakening journey. I felt his transition back into the non-physical world was the culmination point of everything I have ever discovered in my spiritual awakening path that has now lasted for over 20 years. 

And perhaps, in sharing these teachings and experiences, I can help others along this journey called life.

When You Think Everything is Gone…

What I want to say is this:

💙 True love never dies.
💙 Our souls are eternal.

💙 Sometimes life forces us to change direction.

When you think that everything is gone, destroyed, and crashed beyond repair…

What if the end is actually a doorway to a beautiful new beginning?

If this story resonated with you, I would love to hear your thoughts. Have you ever experienced signs from a loved one beyond the physical world? Or have you noticed that what you thought was the end, actually was leading you towards a new beginning? Feel free to share in the comments or connect with me—let’s walk this path together. 🌟